Growing up...

Turning 21 is sure one hell of a crazy experience... For one, we're teenagers no more... And two, responsibilities and worries start to pile up... From last year in school to career to relationships to God only knows what else... Intimidating... Well... I guess... But at the same time, it's kinda like a liberation... You can FINALLY make decisions without parental consent... LOL... Even huge huge life time decisions like getting married... LOL...

Anywayz, I was out with Shu (my best pal!!!) and we were just catching up... We haven't seen each other for like 2 months and there's been so much change... We actually talked for 4 solid hours... NON STOP... LOL... And we still have so much to tell that we haven't told yet... LOL...

Haiz... Growing up... Hahaz... Always wanted to grow up so badly... And in a blink of an eye, I'm almost 21!!!! Hahaz... And thinking back... The things that are on my mind now are starting to freak me out (OK... They're not exactly freaking me out... Just seems intimidating... That's all) But at the same time, I'm actually looking forward to them... Things like turning 21, career and marriage and all that seemed so far-fetched just 2 or 3 years ago... And now, 21's here... Career's coming next year... Marriage wise... Seriously speaking, I don't mind getting married now... But there are so many things to be settled first... And career is definately on the top of my list... Ideally, I wanna get married in the next 3 or 4 years... But i've gotta find Mr. Right first... I do have someone in mind... But I really don't know what the future has installed for us... I just hope it turns out the way I want it to be... But I guess, like he said, we've gotta leave it to fate (please bring us together... and keep us together... forever...) It's totally like a rollar coaster ride... You just don't know when the next turn, climb or plunge is... LOL... Oh well... I guess I just have to let time do its job...

Was watching the 9 o'clock show just now... Really shows what modern day families are right now... 3 different dudes... One super care-free bachelor, one married for a long time, and another married because he fathered a child before marriage... Heh... Are they really mocking marriage? Is marriage that horrible? I guess every marriage is unique in the sense that they have their own joys and problems... As for the bachelor... Well I guess being single has its advantages... But would one really want to be single forever? Is problems in a married life a justifiable excuse to not get married? I guess every one, married or not, has their own problems to handle... It's just a matter of how we want to overcome them. We're all still humans after all right? But whatever it is, I still believe that marriage is a blessing for anyone who is a part of it. It is a testimonial of love and how it brings two different people together to form this everlasting union.

I just realised that this whole entry's about marriage... LOL... Well everyone around me's getting married... And even more talking about weddings... LOL... Well I guess in time to come, it'll be my turn... It could be today, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, next decade... I don't know... LOL... I'm ready for it when it comes... Or am I?... Well, we'll see when the time comes... ;P

{Status: Still waiting... :)}