Day 49 of OBO... Worry all over again...

Today was quite sucky... I was really feeling under the weather... I honestly don't know why... Everything just seemed out of place today... It's weird... Sigh...

I woke up at 0750hrs today by my message tone... I opened it only to find a Singtel call alert message saying that someone had tried to call me twice when I was unreachable... The number displayed looked vaguely familiar and for some reason, something kept telling me to check the number of your ship that I saved in my mobile... After checking your ship's number, I managed to match it to it... I was feeling really shit that you couldn't call in... Especially when you didn't call at all last night... I was super worried... I was really scared that something had happened and I just kept praying for your safety and that the line would be up... I really had a horrible night last night... I just could not sleep... It took me forever to get to bed... So obviously when I saw that message this morning, I was praying that you will call back and not just stop at trying twice... Well you did call back about 15minutes later... We talked for a while and then you had to go 'cause your watch was ending... Well, you called me not too long after your watch ended... We talked for a bit and then we had to hang up 'cause you were getting tired... Oh well... At least I got to talk to you first thing in the morning... So I guess I can't complain...

After we hung up, I went to wash up to get ready for work... After washing up, I went to play the piano... Tried a new piece my music teacher gave me... Quite coincidentally, the name of the piece was October... And it was quite a gloomy piece 'cause it was about going from the hot cheery summer into the fall and then to the grayish winter... Well I went to watch a home decor programme after that... After that, I went to rummage for some chocolates... But before I could get hold of something I liked, Colin came... He was earlier today... He reached at around 1045hrs...

We reached office at around 1100hrs... For some reason, the work piled up over night... From nothing to do yesterday to a hell lot to do today... This morning, I had to read through insurance policies and help Colin decide which is the best policy to choose for the company... Then I had to find out advertising rates... And I also needed to prepare invoices and what not... And for some reason, everything I did this morning felt wrong... Well basically, the first part of the day passed really slowly... And it didn't help that my Antarctica area got even colder thanks to the rain... Sigh... Well, I managed to finish everything by about 1545hrs or so... So that's when I had my lunch... Had a tuna sandwich... Well after yesterday's Rawa Thosai, I'm craving for it... Especially the masala mutton we had... I'm craving for really spicy stuff... Anyway, after lunch, I had nothing to do again... So I surfed the Internet, hoping to find something to do... Well obviously there was nothing to do... And it was during this time that the uneasy feeling I had this morning intensified... Honestly, I just felt like breaking down... So anyway, Colin came back not too long after that and asked me to key in all the One Systems USA products into the accounting system... Well I did that within half an hour.. So what followed was another hour or so of boredom...

Well, we finally left the office at around 2000hrs... I went for music again... Did my theory as usual... Managed to finish another 2 more questions from my test paper... So that's good... I would have to do more soon... Maybe on Sunday... Well, I stayed there till about 2230hrs... My music teacher dropped me home and just when I was about to get my pajamas, you called... We spoke for a bit... And you said you had to go 'cause there was a long queue behind... So after that, I sent you and email and then went to wash up... After washing up, I came up here to blog...

That's what my day was like... Honestly, it was horrible... In fact, this week's the worse week in October so far... Everything just went wrong after what happened on Monday... Haiz... Oh well... Shit happens... Anyway, I'm getting tired... Need to wake up early tomorrow too... So I'll be waiting for your call... Please please please don't give me a reason to worry alright? I love you darling... I miss you heaps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In fact, everyone misses you to bits!!! So please get your butt home quickly...