Day 28 of OBO... One-Quarter Down...
Finally a quarter of the mission is over... And there's another three-quarters left... But it still doesn't make my day any better... Today just started on a very very wrong note... It all started with that argument we had last night... Until now, I still don't understand why you get so pissed off when I tell you that I miss you... Maybe you just can't stand me crying... But I can't help it... There is an emotional pain involved and I thought you understood that... Shouldn't you be happy that I'm missing you... Doesn't that mean that you're still the one I love a lot... And shouldn't you be put at ease that there are people at home who care tremendously about you and love you deeply? Oh well...
Anyway, I woke up at about 0845hrs this morning... Went to wash up and waited for Colin after that... The usual morning routine... He came at around 1000hrs... We didn't go straight to office... Went to send his car for servicing at Sin Min... And we met Sat (our colleague) and his wife there... So after that, we followed Sat to Sentosa to drop his wife off at work and then went to office... Got in at about 1100hrs... As usual, I had to do the accounts again... Entered as much as I could into the system... Only managed to finish until mid-July today... Well I went for lunch at around 1300hrs... Didn't eat much... Didn't have an appetite anyway... So anyway, did the accounts for the rest of the day... MSN was also on... So was chatting with Raymond and Jillian... And since I was left alone in the office from 1245hrs onwards, I could write you an email... I really hope that you would someday respond to my emails the way you used to respond to you know who's... So anyway, I stayed in office till about 1830hrs before I packed up and left...
When I left, it was raining cats and dogs... It's been raining quite often lately... Climate's changing really drastically... Today's lowest was about 25 degrees Celsius... I was, quite obviously, freezing my butt off... Anyway, I caught a bus to Dhoby Ghaut to meet Andy to go look for places to celebrate 妹妹's birthday... We went to Swensons and Manhattens... But both do not take reservations on Fridays... So we Andy said to try the TCC at the atrium... Well, the restaurant manager was quite nice... He accommodated our request... And even allowed us to order a cake without having to put a deposit or anything like that... So after that, Andy headed to your place to go find 妹妹 while I headed home... That was about 1945hrs... I reached Serangoon station at about 2015hrs... Waited for 70 to come... I reached home at about 2100hrs... Went to wash up, and here I am, online...
I'm waiting for you to call now... You promised that you'll call me... But I haven't received any calls from you at all... You usually would call me after your watch or sometime during the day... But I haven't heard from you at all... I'm hoping that the only reason why you can't call back is because the satellite connection's down... But if it's because you are actually taking your friends' advice to not call me so often, I tell you, I'll be f-ing pissed off! You may think that by not calling, everything will be resolved... I'm sorry to tell you this, but you will only be making things worse... With signs of a communication break down starting to show, you communicating less with me will only do more harm than good to the existing situation... So if your friends' don't call their wives and girlfriends so often, that's there business... Our relationship is NOT the same as theirs... And therefore, the way to go about our relationship WILL NOT be the same as them... So please, wake up! I know you hate me to talk about your friends like that... But let's face it... This relationship will not work if there is no proper communication... And for the record... It is OKAY to show your emotions... If you miss me, say you miss me... If you're pissed, tell me why... If you feel like shit, talk to me... I want to share everything with you... You don't have to be selfish to make a relationship work... In fact, being selfish will hurt the other party more than anything else... Give it some thought... I really hope you do...
Anyway, I woke up at about 0845hrs this morning... Went to wash up and waited for Colin after that... The usual morning routine... He came at around 1000hrs... We didn't go straight to office... Went to send his car for servicing at Sin Min... And we met Sat (our colleague) and his wife there... So after that, we followed Sat to Sentosa to drop his wife off at work and then went to office... Got in at about 1100hrs... As usual, I had to do the accounts again... Entered as much as I could into the system... Only managed to finish until mid-July today... Well I went for lunch at around 1300hrs... Didn't eat much... Didn't have an appetite anyway... So anyway, did the accounts for the rest of the day... MSN was also on... So was chatting with Raymond and Jillian... And since I was left alone in the office from 1245hrs onwards, I could write you an email... I really hope that you would someday respond to my emails the way you used to respond to you know who's... So anyway, I stayed in office till about 1830hrs before I packed up and left...
When I left, it was raining cats and dogs... It's been raining quite often lately... Climate's changing really drastically... Today's lowest was about 25 degrees Celsius... I was, quite obviously, freezing my butt off... Anyway, I caught a bus to Dhoby Ghaut to meet Andy to go look for places to celebrate 妹妹's birthday... We went to Swensons and Manhattens... But both do not take reservations on Fridays... So we Andy said to try the TCC at the atrium... Well, the restaurant manager was quite nice... He accommodated our request... And even allowed us to order a cake without having to put a deposit or anything like that... So after that, Andy headed to your place to go find 妹妹 while I headed home... That was about 1945hrs... I reached Serangoon station at about 2015hrs... Waited for 70 to come... I reached home at about 2100hrs... Went to wash up, and here I am, online...
I'm waiting for you to call now... You promised that you'll call me... But I haven't received any calls from you at all... You usually would call me after your watch or sometime during the day... But I haven't heard from you at all... I'm hoping that the only reason why you can't call back is because the satellite connection's down... But if it's because you are actually taking your friends' advice to not call me so often, I tell you, I'll be f-ing pissed off! You may think that by not calling, everything will be resolved... I'm sorry to tell you this, but you will only be making things worse... With signs of a communication break down starting to show, you communicating less with me will only do more harm than good to the existing situation... So if your friends' don't call their wives and girlfriends so often, that's there business... Our relationship is NOT the same as theirs... And therefore, the way to go about our relationship WILL NOT be the same as them... So please, wake up! I know you hate me to talk about your friends like that... But let's face it... This relationship will not work if there is no proper communication... And for the record... It is OKAY to show your emotions... If you miss me, say you miss me... If you're pissed, tell me why... If you feel like shit, talk to me... I want to share everything with you... You don't have to be selfish to make a relationship work... In fact, being selfish will hurt the other party more than anything else... Give it some thought... I really hope you do...
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