Day 12 of OBO... I'm human too you know...

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I just finished washing up... Got back like 15minutes ago... Super exhausted... I'm starting to feel the effects of everything... I don't seem to care anymore about you going... But at the same time, it still hurts... Maybe it's just PMS or something... I don't know la... Don't get me wrong here... It's not that I don't love you anymore or I have loved you less... It's just that I don't seem to be getting used to this arrangement... I don't know if I'll ever be... It's not that I don't want to get used to it... It's just hard to let go when the person you love so much just leaves like that... I guess this is my cross to bear...

Anyway, today was really nothing much to do... Went to office and set up my computer... Yup, I just got my workstation today... Finally my own... Anyway, that was a good half of the day... After lunch, I got down to the accounts proper... Verified that everything was entered correctly into Excel and became the 'loan shark' of the company... After that, I had nothing to do... That's when you called... Well I'm just glad that you're safe... Anyway, I hung around till about 1830hrs (GMT+8) before leaving for music... Was feeling rather down... Don't know if it's because of our conversation or whether it's just me feeling cold and feverish... Well I went for music... Did my theory... And my music teacher also asked me if I ever thought about teaching music... Well she said that if I thought about that, she's looking for teachers... And she also said that she'll teach me the teaching diploma... So ya... I'm considering it... But got to discuss with Mum, Dad, and you too (you're an important part of my life too you know)... So ya... Oh well... After music, I headed home... Mum said to take a cab... So I reached home at about 2230... Went to wash up and then came to sit at my desk to write this... So ya... That's basically my day... Nothing interesting...

Oh well... Anyway, I'm waiting for your call... So I do hope you'll call... I love you baby! I miss you lots!